Season 5. Begins with
‘Spiral’ in the abandoned gas station, and goes far off-canon almost
immediately.
When Dawn makes the ultimate
sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind
snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become
afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help.
Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her
friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could?
Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away
from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can
one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the
fight and gives up hope?
Thanks to
YOU for reading and to Paganbaby for taking time out of her hectic life to beta this for me!
Her suggestions and commentary that always makes me smile! All mistakes
are mine because I can't stop fiddling right up to the last moment.
Rating / Warnings:
OK, this is
another of the chapters you were warned about:
Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. If that
really bothers you, then this chapter could be skipped and not lose the
plot.
NC17.
Spike/Other.
Main Character Death. Implied Rape. Plenty of angst.
Content is only suitable for mature adults.
Contains explicit language, sex, adult themes, and other adult situations that
some people may find objectionable. If you are under the age of 17 or
find any of these themes objectionable – GO AWAY.
Moments
later...
“But … the surprise isn’t over yet, is it?” Spike
wondered as he pulled BuffyBot into his embrace along with Buffy. “Maybe I could
have a turn as … Master,” he suggested as he sat on the bed with his girls in
his arms, looking between then and wagging his brows lecherously.
As Spike pulled the Bot forward, Buffy slid over a
bit, off Spike’s lap, and onto the big bed to make room for her partner in …
well, not crime exactly, but in taboo-shattering wickedness perhaps.
Spike kissed Buffy again, a quick but passionate
melding of their lips which left her panting, then turned and did the same with
the Bot. When the kiss broke, Spike looked from one to the other of his blondes,
waiting for an answer. He was already getting hard again just thinking about the
possibilities.
Buffy gave the Bot a significant look, then smirked at
him. “I’m thinking ‘no’,” she said wryly as both she and the Bot pushed on his
shoulders and he was knocked backwards, his back pressed down hard onto the soft
mattress.
The two girls followed him down and Spike scooted back
from the edge so he was lying fully on the bed in the middle again. He didn’t
want to crowd anyone that might want to ravage him – that would just be
inconsiderate.
With Buffy on hands and knees on one side and the Bot on the other, Spike’s two
Mistresses crawled up beside him and began dropping twin kisses along his jaw,
taking turns with quick brushes of soft lips on his mouth, then continuing down.
Their lips and hands roamed over his marble-esque
physique, from his neck to his traps, to his strong shoulders. They licked fire
across his collarbone then slowly roamed down his chest, over his pecs, to the
dark skin of his nipples.
Spike moaned in pleasure as they ravished him with
their mouths and hands, then brushed the touches away with a sweep of their
long, soft hair. He loved how Buffy’s hair felt against his skin – like a
thousand strands of golden silk – and now he had two thousand fingers of spun
gold washing over him, making his skin prickle and his muscles tremble with
need.
Spike’s moan turned into a rumbling growl when the
girls began teasing his nipples to hardness with their mouths. Their hands
wandered gently over his abs and hips, taking in every detail of bone, muscle,
and sinew with their fingertips. With their silken tresses falling over his
chest in a veil, they licked, sucked, and nibbled at his sensitive nipples, and
tickled and teased his flanks and abs, until they’d driven him to the brink of
madness.
Unable to remain motionless another moment, Spike
sprang with the grace and speed of a predator, surprising Buffy and pushing her
onto her back. He rolled over with her, then slid off onto the other side of her
body.
Buffy let out a surprised yelp, but she was smiling
when Spike looked at her. “Your turn, pet,” he rumbled as he beckoned the Bot to
move over to their new ‘victim’.
Spike captured her mouth in a passionate kiss, her
lips parting willingly as his tongue pressed in. Buffy moaned against him, then
her body arched up when his fingers began teasing one of her nipples. Buffy
gasped against his mouth when she felt a warm, wet tongue flick at the other
breast, and her heart rate soared higher.
The feeling of doing something that was taboo both
excited and still frightened her a bit. While it was true she’d done a lot of things
with Spike that she had never even considered before, some she’d never heard
of before, it was with Spike. It was with a man. Of course, wasn’t being
with a vamp the biggest taboo a Slayer could cross? But she’d crossed that line
before – she’d wrestled with the wrongness of that before and beaten it into
submission … mostly. She’d never even remotely considered this new naughty-no-no
whose tongue was suddenly feeling absolutely amazing against her pebbled nub.
When Spike felt Buffy relax from the initial shock of
the Bot’s warm mouth on her, he broke the kiss and began mimicking what the two
of them had done to him. His kisses and nibbles slid down her jaw to her tender
neck. Buffy’s Slayer instincts ratcheted up the adrenaline another notch as
he bit down lightly on her jugular with his blunt teeth. Buffy gasped and her
entire body seemed to tighten like a bow as the woman’s lust and the Slayer’s
instinctual fear wrestled for control.
The demon’s bloodlust forced a rumbling growl from
Spike’s lips as his mouth suckled at her tender skin, feeling her pulse racing
beneath. He could smell the fear that the Slayer’s instincts had triggered, and
his eyes flashed golden with the deliciousness of it, his mouth never breaking
contact with her flesh. This tongue traced the old scars there, his demon
desperate to cover them with his own, to mark her as his.
Buffy’s head tilted to the side, opening her neck up
to him fully, and Spike felt something warm and soft flow out from his heart and
engulf the demon’s bloodlust. Trust. She trusted him. Even if he could bite her,
he wouldn’t – he’d never break that trust.
As Spike nibbled and sucked at her neck, Buffy felt her fear rising and took note somewhere in
the back of her mind, but the sparks of lust that were showering down on her
from Spike’s lips were simply stronger. His growl against her skin reverberated
through her whole body, tingling her skin and releasing a swarm of fluttering
butterflies in her stomach. While the Slayer screamed, ‘Danger! Demon!’
at the top of her lungs, the woman inside moaned, ‘Spike … yes, so good,’
in a throaty purr.
Buffy tilted her head to the side, encouraging Spike’s
lips and nibbling teeth to continue their exploration of her neck. It felt
heavenly. The butterflies in her stomach swarmed through her entire body, making
her quiver uncontrollably from head to toe. As Spike’s tongue traced sparks
across the old scars on her neck, the woman’s trust engulfed the Slayer’s fear,
silencing it and transforming it into needful desire.
Buffy shivered – a primal reaction that came from somewhere
deep in her core and shook her very foundation – as Spike and the Bot teased,
kissed, licked, and caressed her body. Then the Bot’s long, soft hair was
flowing over Buffy’s heated skin and she suddenly understood why Spike liked
that so much. Her pussy ached for attention, but at the same time she didn’t
want either of them to stop what they were doing.
When Buffy thought her entire body would simply
unravel with need, Spike’s cool fingers brushed across her apex, barely stirring
the springy curls there.
“God, yes … please,” Buffy begged as he teased her
pussy-lips with light, barely-there touches. Her hips lifted off the bed, trying
to meet his hand, but he reacted naturally, moving with her, and kept his
touches light.
“Spread those lovely thighs wide for me,” Spike
rumbled into Buffy’s ear and Buffy obeyed immediately.
Spike moved down her body and moaned against her
stomach as the aroma of her arousal hit him full force. He slid two fingers
between her dew-covered petals and spread her open to the cool air of the room.
Buffy’s hips jerked again, the anticipation nearly killing her. And then warm
lips sucked down on her aching clit. Buffy’s mind blanked, then brilliant
striations of color filled her mind as her body went into
blissful spasms of release.
When Buffy recovered enough to open her eyes, she
looked down her body to see the Bot between her legs, her face buried in Buffy’s
pussy.
“No … no … I don’t …” Buffy began, her eyes growing
wide as she tried to slide
away from the Bot.
Spike stopped her with a firm hand on her shoulder.
“Stay put, Slayer,” he breathed.
“No, Spike … I’m sorry. I just … that’s just … not …
ummm …” Buffy stammered as the Bot continued her mission. Buffy couldn’t help
but moan when the other girl’s warm tongue circled Buffy’s aching channel.
“There is no wrong here, luv,” Spike assured her.
“Oh … ummm … well, I know it’s not wrong, ‘cos, you
know … Willow and Tara, and I get not-wrong, but …” Buffy’s mind blanked
again, her eyes feathering closed of their own accord, as the Bot slid two
fingers into her and began slowly fucking Buffy.
“Just feel, Buffy. You’re safe here, pet. There’s no
judging, no wrong,” Spike assured her as he began nuzzling her neck again, right
in the very spot he knew made her crazy.
Despite the reservations of Buffy’s mind, her body
responded. When the Bot slid another finger into her and began thrusting against
her in earnest, Buffy’s body exploded into another orgasm. Despite not being as
talented as Spike was with her fingers, the Bot was amazingly strong and swift.
Then, in the next moments, there were hands and lips
all over her. Buffy couldn’t separate them any longer. Her clit was being teased
softly, in sharp contrast to the pounding into her tight channel, and one nipple
was being sucked and nibbled on roughly.
Buffy’s body tensed and shuddered in another spasm of
bliss as all the sensations overwhelmed her again. She could’ve no sooner
stopped the blood-curdling scream that escaped her throat than stop a run-away
freight train. Fireworks exploded, comets raced past, thunder rolled, the earth
shook and then fell away in a shower of rapture.
When Buffy came back to earth, panting for oxygen, she
blinked her eyes open to find Spike looking down at her, his eyes sparkling with
desire and mischief. She half-expected him to say, ‘I told you so,’ but he
simply kissed her. It was a long, slow, burning kiss and Buffy melted into it,
giving herself to him fully.
As the kiss slowly died to glowing embers and they
pulled apart, Spike rolled back and gently urged the Bot up Buffy’s body to take
his place.
“Kiss ‘er, pet. Taste yourself on those beautiful
lips,” Spike whispered to Buffy.
Buffy looked from the Bot to Spike as a myriad of
emotions flicked across her face: fear, insecurity, desire, uncertainty, lust.
Spike’s eyes were absolutely smoldering as he met Buffy’s eyes. “No wrong here,
pet,” he reminded her. “Want t’ see you kiss her.”
Buffy looked back at the Bot, who was on the bed on
the other side of Buffy, propped up on one elbow. BuffyBot’s over-hot body was
right against Buffy’s, half-leaning on her. Buffy thought she saw her own
uncertainty mirrored in the android’s eyes, but the desire was there too.
Buffy lifted a hand and slid it behind the Bot’s neck,
under her hair, and gently pulled her doppelganger down. As before, the kiss was
a tentative exploration of lips. The Bot still tasted of strawberries, but above
that was the flavor Buffy had tasted on Spike’s lips more than once: the taste
of her cum. Buffy found the taste of the forbidden fruit to be an aphrodisiac,
and the two women deepened the kiss as their confidence and desires grew. Then
Spike’s hands were on them both. Gentle fingers trailed over their curves,
tracing lines of goose-flesh down their flanks. Then the fingers were followed
by his lips moving from one to the other, kissing, nibbling, suckling on his two
goddesses.
They both moaned their disapproval as Spike got up
from the bed, but they soon replaced his hands with their own on the other’s
body. When he returned a few moments later, the two womens' limbs were entwined,
wrapped around the other’s – arms and legs holding their bodies together, as if
any small space between them was too much to bear. Spike stood and watched them
for a long minute, stroking his painfully-hard cock and reveling in the beauty
and passion of his Slayers.
With his unneeded-breath coming in fitful gasps, Spike
watched, utterly mesmerized. Finally, after what could’ve been a few seconds or
a few minutes, a small drop of blood raced back up to his brain, spurring him
back
into action. With that droplet of sanity returning to his brain, he realized that he needed to snap out of his erotic
trance or the threesome would be over before it really began.
Shaking his head to clear the double-Buffy induced
daze, Spike finally broke from his reverie and began moving his women into the
position he wanted. When they realized he was back, they stopped writhing quite
so much and followed his gentle commands and touches. The Bot ended up on top of
Buffy, face-to-face, their feet toward Spike. He gentled nudged their legs open
enough for him to kneel between them, opening two lovely pink pussies to him.
He could hear Buffy’s heart-rate accelerate again in
anticipation of what he was going to do. He began sliding a single finger down
their slits, across the Bot and then Buffy, and then back up. The girls’ hips
jerked and twitched, and nearly identical moans fell from their lips as he
teased them both.
“So wet … So bloody beautiful,” Spike murmured as he
played with the two quims spread open before him. His fingers formed a ‘rock on’
sign, with the forefinger and pinky up and the middle fingers curled down. He
slid his fingers into them both at once – his pinky into the Bot and forefinger
into Buffy.
The women began to kiss again, more desperately now,
as he slid in and out of them in a slow rhythm, teasing them. Their hips jerked
against each other of their own accord, seeking more, needing more.
“Please, Spike,” Buffy breathed at the same time the
Bot begged, “Take me, Spike.”
Spike hesitated, his worried eyes darting around the
room for a moment. This was the part of the dream where he usually woke up. He
waited a second, two, three. Nothing changed – they were all still there. Spike
smirked and turned his full attention back to his two Slayers. It wasn’t a
dream. Thank the bloody God of Dreams Come True.
They both moaned when Spike’s fingers withdrew, but in
the next moment Buffy’s favorite toy, the Twin Teasers vibrator, pressed into
them both at once. Shrieks of surprised delight rang from their throats as Spike
thrust the double penetration vibrator into them both, fucking both of their
sweet quims with wild abandon.
Spike had never heard, seen, or smelled a sweeter
tableau than his two Slayers writhing against each other as they were fucked
with the strong vibrator. Words seemed to have lost meaning to both of them as
they moaned and cursed and called to God in heaven without any network censors
coming between their hormones and their vocal chords.
Their bodies rocked against each other, their legs
spreading wider yet, as Spike ravaged them with the toy. When their words
degenerated into nothing more than panting gasps and their bodies began to
spasm, he slammed into them even harder, sending them both over the edge as one.
This time Buffy’s scream was in stereo, just as
mind-numbing and ear-splitting as before. Their bodies bucked and ground against
each other and against the hand wielding the pleasure device as they soared
through the oblivion of bliss.
When he felt them floating back down to earth, Spike
pulled the toy out and sunk down onto the mattress between their legs. His long,
lithe
tongue raked from bottom to top over the two dripping slits, adding the best
thing he’d ever tasted to the tableau. The feel of his tongue lapping
their juices only sent the two back up onto another crest of ecstasy. Their
pussies throbbed wildly in response, and released more ambrosia for Spike’s
eager tongue and lips to devour.
The sounds, smells, feel, and sight in front of him
launched Spike’s lust to new, previously unseen levels. He couldn’t contain
himself another moment, and had no desire to. With an animalistic growl, he went
after what he wanted. There was no gentle persuasion to it, no request, not even
any warning. He rolled the two women over by their legs, putting Buffy on top.
Without a moment’s hesitation, he climbed back between her legs, lifted her ass
up by the hips, and slammed his aching need into Buffy's hot, wet channel.
Buffy’s back arched and she screamed out in carnal
need at the invasion. Buffy came up onto her hands so she was on all fours and
her weight was off the Bot, and rocked her body back against Spike with the same
wild ferocity as he was delivering.
“Fuck yes! Fuck me, Spike!” she screamed at him,
tossing her head back, spilling her long, golden mane over her shoulders and the bare
skin of her back. Spike released one hand from her hip, and grabbed a handful of
that spun gold, holding her in place like an animal as he thrust into her with
absolutely primal need.
Buffy’s back arched more to take the pressure off her
scalp, lifting her pussy up to him even higher as she complied with his unspoken
demand of subservience. She felt that same flush of wrongness wash over her –
she was the Slayer, this wasn’t her role – but it only served to excite her
more. Although Spike had taught her a lot, and they’d played a few games of
Master and Slave – often with a measure of pain and violence involved both ways
– this was a new level of dominance she’d not felt before. She knew if she could
turn around that the demon would be behind her, fucking her with wild, savage
lust. He’d never once vamped out on her before. The thought of it made her heart
skitter with fear, her adrenaline surge again, and that just made her slam back
against his thrusts even harder.
Suddenly a completely new sensation was added to the
crazed lust. The Bot, still beneath Buffy from where Spike had simply turned
them both over, closed her hot, soft mouth over one of Buffy’s nipples, her
tongue dancing across the puckered flesh. BuffyBot’s small, powerful hands
roamed over the Other Slayer’s flanks, the curve of her breasts, her waist, her
hips, and back again as Spike drove into her.
Buffy rode the tidal-wave of wild, blind lust that
Spike and the Bot built inside her to dizzying heights. Wave after wave of bliss
crashed over her as he hammered into her, and the Bot’s mouth nipped and sucked
at her breasts. Then the Bot’s hand found Buffy’s clit and the ground fell out
from beneath the Slayer. She was floating … floating in a sea of rapture;
untethered by reason or thought or worry. There was no right or wrong, no should
or shouldn’t, no good or evil. There was only feeling here: glorious, heavenly,
joyous feeling.
Buffy’s screams rose and fell with her bliss,
intersected with gasping pants for oxygen as Spike drove into her from behind
and the Bot pleasured her from beneath. Spike’s bear-like growls and grunts of
effort joined the Slayer’s cries in a chorus of primal lust. The hard, fast
rhythm of their flesh slapping together, and the unmistakable, moist melody of
his cock sliding in and out of her tight, slick channel joined with the
warriors’ cries to create a symphony of animalistic revelry.
Buffy rose up atop wave after cresting wave of
pleasure, then crashed down when the wave broke, falling back into that sea of
rapture, only to begin up toward the next pinnacle a moment later. Time lost all
meaning, she may have been writhing in this blue ocean for a minute or an hour
or a lifetime. Spike’s leonine roar of release joined hers more than once as she
sailed higher and higher. She felt his cock swell and pulse as he shot his cool
seed into her time and again, but each of his rumbling cries of release only
seemed to spur him into a more wild and chaotic frenzy. Finally, all she had
left in her was an incoherent stream of strangled moans to mark the passing of
each blissful zenith and nadir.
When Buffy finally found herself washed up onto the
beach, the rapturous waves transformed into small eddies gently lapping at her
body, Spike’s strokes into her were languid, lazy presses and pulls. The
slapping of flesh had been replaced with a gentle pressure of his hips against
her ass, and the wet, squishy sound of his cock sliding in and out of her was
now a relaxed, if perhaps even wetter, serenade. He’d released her hair and had a gentle
hold on her hips, moving her against him in a comfortable, slow dance.
The Bot’s movements had slowed as well. They’d
devolved into soft kisses and teasing touches, mirroring Spike’s languorous
pace.
Buffy moaned deeply and Spike’s words about snow on
Christmas morning and the rhythm of rain on a tin roof came to her mind. The
tornado, the hurricane, the earthquake were gone for now, and all that remained
was the warm glow of embers left in the wake of the raging wildfire.
Spike slowed his pace even more and finally stopped,
his hips pressed against her ass. He leaned forward, dropping cool kisses on her
flushed, damp back. “You’re a bloody animal, Slayer,” he murmured against her
flesh. His cool breath and lips felt like heaven against her. “Love you so much.
Can’t get enough o’ you.”
Buffy let out a low throaty moan of self-satisfied
agreement, but said, “Not the Slayer. And you’re still hard …” Even she could
smell his cum, and she could certainly feel it dripping down her thighs. How
many times had he cum and he was still hard? Not that she was really
complaining…
“Can’t help it … it’s what you do t’ me,” Spike
explained in a deep rumbling basso.
Buffy somewhat reluctantly rolled away from Spike. He
made no move to hold her as she flopped limply onto her back in the large bed
next to the Bot, arms and legs akimbo. Buffy met Spike’s eyes and gave a small inclination of her head
toward the Bot, the implication to Spike clear: he’d been ignoring someone.
Spike crawled on hands and knees, moving like a lithe,
graceful panther, until he was hovering over the Bot. He dropped his mouth to
hers and kissed her. Strawberries mixed with the taste of Buffy on her lips and
tongue made Spike’s libido soar again. Could this really be happening? Again he
wondered if maybe it was all a dream …
“Take me, Spike. Take all of me! Need to feel your
hard, impressive manhood inside me,” the Bot breathed against his lips. She
lifted her legs and wrapped them around his waist, lifting her opening up to him
urgently.
Spike turned his head to the side slightly and looked
at Buffy. He was shocked to see her nod to him, to give him permission to do
this. Spike reached between their bodies and guided his still-aching need into
the Bot’s hot, wet quim. She gasped when he entered her, sounding so much like
Buffy that Spike had to check again to make sure it was the Bot, but the
strawberry-flavored lube that someone – either Buffy or the Bot herself – had
filled her ‘fluids’ tank up with was a sure give-away.
The Bot’s hands slid down from his shoulders, over his
flanks, and settled on his hips, her fingers digging lightly into his ass as he
pressed into her. A thought whirled in Spike’s mind: she had never done that
before. That was something that Buffy always did, although her nails usually dug
in deeper, often drawing blood. Had Buffy told her, taught her to do that?
The thought was washed from his mind when the Bot
squeezed his length with her hot, undulating quim, urging him into action. He
began moving his hips against her, slowly at first. If Buffy was a goddess, then
the Bot was the goddess’ handmaiden. Her pussy tightened around him like a wet,
hot, velvet glove. The Bot was actually hotter – temperature-wise – than Buffy,
and the way her quim reacted to him was more rhythmic – almost like a metronome
– than Buffy’s frantic palpitations, but they both felt heavenly in their own
ways. The real difference, of course, was Buffy was … Buffy and the Bot
was not. He cared for the Bot – despite trying to create her to be just like
Buffy, her personality was really all her own – but he loved Buffy, and
that made all the difference in the world.
Just as he began thinking how to get Buffy involved,
he felt warm hands trailing silkily over his back. The Bot’s hands were still on
his ass. He looked to the side to see Buffy watching them. She had her head
propped up on one hand and the other hand was drawing gentle curlicues over his
back.
“Like t’ watch, pet?” Spike asked, quirking a brow at
her.
Buffy flushed bright red and dropped her eyes as her
hand went still on his back. Now that her brain was functioning again, her
inhibitions and all the ‘rights and wrongs’ of the outside world came bubbling
back to the surface. Did she like to watch? No … no! Of course not! That’s …
wrong … right? So why had she been doing it? And enjoying it?
“No wrong, Sl… Buffy,” Spike reminded her, reading her
expression perfectly. He leaned to one side a bit, taking the weight off the arm
next to Buffy. He reached out and lifted her face with a curled finger under her
chin.
Buffy looked everywhere but at him, finally settling
on an interesting spot on the wallpaper on the opposite wall.
“Buffy …” Spike cajoled. “Look at me, luv.”
Buffy took a deep breath and finally forced her eyes
to his. Spike’s eyes were bright; they glittered like they were made of
sapphires, undisguised, evil glee dancing in their depths.
“Nothing wrong with enjoying it, luv. Turns me on
knowing it’s turning you on,” Spike told her, curling his tongue over his teeth
salaciously.
Buffy flushed again, mortified, then her mouth started
working without consulting her brain. “I just … you’re … well … all … muscle-y
and I never get to see you … when you’re … ummm … I mean, when we’re doing it …
and … Oh, God. I am so demented.” She covered her face with the hand that had
been on Spike’s back, wishing the bed would just swallow her.
“Spike?” the Bot asked finally. “You are not taking
me. You are inside, but I don’t feel your thick, hard cock moving against my
pleasure receptors.”
“Uhhh … Sorry, luv. Give us a minute, yeah? I’ll get
those pleasure receptors firing double-time in a mo’,” Spike assured the Bot.
Spike turned back to Buffy and pulled her hand away
from her face. “There’s no wrong here, Buffy,” he repeated more sternly.
“There’s nothing twisted or demented ‘bout any of this. Bloody hell – you have
any soddin’ idea how hot you’re making me just knowing that you like how my body
looks, how it moves, how it fucks?”
Buffy rolled her eyes and flushed even brighter red,
if that was possible. “There’s something wrong with me,” she asserted.
Spike barked out a quick laugh. “Well, yeah,” he
drawled, perhaps too quickly, drawing a deeper scowl from Buffy. “Something
wrong with everybody, I reckon. But I love you. Love every twisted, demented,
beautiful, sexy thing about you.
“Watch me fuck her, Buffy … tell me what you see, what
you want me to do … what you like about our bodies coming together. Use me as
you will, my temptress, Mistress Pandora. I’m your willin’ slave.”
Buffy pursed her lips into a strange contortion,
trying to hide the smile that leapt to them unbidden. “You’re demented too,” she
informed Spike, though it was more of a compliment than a dig.
Spike shrugged one shoulder. “Better t’ serve you,
Mistress.”
Buffy bit her bottom lip and took a deep breath,
trying to sort through her jumbled feelings and thoughts. She’d already gone
this far, done things she never imagined she'd do... much less imagined she'd
enjoy doing. So why not just keep going with it, taking and giving
pleasure with no consequences, no judgment, being truly free for the first – and last? – time in her life?
Finally, she met his eyes again and let the twisted,
demented, beautiful lust that smoldered in their blue depths speak to the most
base, primal part of her. Somewhere deep inside, Buffy felt her freak flag
completely
unfurl. No wrong…
Buffy nodded slightly and licked her lips
nervously, letting her
eyes fall to the Bot’s face. “Ki…” Buffy’s voice broke and she cleared her
throat, which was suddenly too tight. “Kiss her…” she whispered.
Spike smirked and centered himself over BuffyBot
again, then dipped his head and touched his lips to hers. He felt Buffy’s hand
on his shoulder, a gentle, warm weight, trailing over the muscles there.
“Deeper…” she breathed to him and Spike deepened the kiss, slipping his tongue
between the Bot’s parted lips.
Buffy watched as Spike’s soft, full lips nibbled on the Bot’s, sucking and teasing her. His lips were indescribably luscious, and
Buffy’s own lips tingled with remembered kisses. She shivered as she watched the
kiss become more passionate, watched him delve into her twin’s mouth, taste her,
devour her.
“Her breasts,” Buffy whispered. “Make love to her
breasts.”
Spike shifted, arching his back up to make room and
still remain buried in his partner’s quim, then ducked his head down to the
Bot’s chest. BuffyBot moaned her approval as he circled first one, then the
other dark areola with his wet, cool tongue, hardening her nipples into small
stones. Buffy watched Spike lavish one nipple with soft licks, kisses, and
sucks, and her own nipples hardened in response. Her hand slid down Spike’s arm
and reached in to touch the Bot’s other breast.
Buffy rolled the hard bud between her fingers as Spike
continued making love to the other, and the Bot’s body arched up in rhapsody
beneath their touches. Buffy cupped the Bot’s breast, feeling the weight of it,
the firm roundness in her palm, as Spike so often did her own. She couldn’t
quite
understand the utter fascination men had with breasts … they were just …
breasts, like any other part of a woman’s anatomy. Although she didn’t
really get the same turn-on out of it as, for example, Spike did, Buffy enjoyed
knowing that she was giving her friend enjoyment as she gently teased the Bot’s
pleasure receptors.
“Pump into her,” Buffy instructed after a few moments,
her voice still low, although slightly less hesitant.
Spike’s hips began to move ever-so-slowly against the
Bot’s. Buffy’s hand withdrew from between Spike and the Bot, and slid down his
body, over the hard muscle and bone, and settled on his lower back.
Buffy’s eyes were drawn along the path of her hand to
the sleek lines of his body. She watched the muscles of his back, his ass, and
his thighs ripple under his alabaster skin as he moved. She ran her hand over
the bulging cords of strength, letting them rise and fall sinuously under her
palm. Spike’s body rolled in a liquid grace, a slow undulation that belied the
power contained within. He moved, she thought, like a jaguar or a panther – long
and lean and lithe … and deadly.
Buffy pushed herself up to her knees beside the couple
and began dropping kisses on Spike’s back where the muscles tensed and relaxed
with each slow thrust of his hips. His skin was soft and cool against her warm
lips, the tendons and muscles beneath were solid, as if made from living marble.
She let her breasts press against him, the coolness of his skin making her
already hard nipples stiffen even more, and ran her hands over his back and
flanks.
Spike continued the slow grind of his hips into the
Bot as Buffy began showering him with kisses and caresses. Her hands were gentle
on his back, loving, adoring. The feeling of her against his skin washed over
him like a warm shower of love, heating him from the inside out.
He could practically feel Buffy’s eyes on his body and
a surge of smug satisfaction welled up inside him. He was quite sure she’d never
looked at another man the way she was looking at him … and she’d never look at
another this way. Being desired by women had been common enough over the last
century. He and Dru had used it more than once to lure unsuspecting girls to
their death, but being wholly desired by a woman that loved him, that was
different. Dru loved him in her way, but he was just one of many toys that she
desired, her hungers changing depending on the moon or stars or whether the sun
rose in the east or not. Buffy was different.
“Harder…” Buffy murmured against his back. “Grind
against her clit, baby. Make her cum.”
Spike’s hips responded without question, pounding into
the quivering pussy beneath him harder, then grinding his hips to rake his pubic
bone over her clit. The Bot responded with gasps and several, ‘Oh, Spike!’s as
her hips rose up to match the new rhythm.
Buffy laid a hand on the globe of Spike’s ass, nudging
the Bot’s hand a bit lower, to feel the power of his thrusts. His hips moved as
if they had a mind of their own, and perhaps they did. Buffy’s had been known to
do that. He alternated several quick, short strokes with a couple of long, hard,
grinding ones and Buffy’s pussy throbbed in jealousy. She knew how that felt,
the wild friction of the short strokes, then the raw power of those long ones;
the feel of his pubic bone grinding against her clit, sending sparks out in all
directions. Buffy’s heart-rate suddenly jumped with just the thought of it.
Spike gasped when her fingers slid between his butt
cheeks and pressed against the sensitive skin there, but he didn’t stop – if
anything, his thrusts into his lover became more desperate and wild. Buffy
pulled her hand back out of reflex but then she realized that Spike hadn’t made
any complaint. She watched another moment as the Bot’s face contorted into
furious pleasure and Buffy knew she was close to falling over the edge … or
whatever bot’s did when their circuits overloaded on pleasure. Maybe they just
fried some delicate fuses or flipped some breakers or something.
Not knowing how many more orgasms Spike could
experience and still stay hard, Buffy leaned forward near Spike’s ear and
whispered, “Make her cum, but you need to hold back.”
Spike groaned in acknowledgement that he heard her, if
not actual agreement, as he took the Bot closer to her happy place. Buffy
smacked a hand on his ass sharply, “I mean it,” she ordered in her best Mistress
Pandora voice.
“That’s … not … helping,” he growled back at her
through clenched teeth as an area the size of her hand stung hot on his ass.
‘Two times two is four,” Buffy began, “Four times four
is sixteen, sixteen times sixteen is…”
“Two hundred and fifty-six,” Spike filled in.
“Two hundred and fifty-six times two hundred and
fifty-six is….” Buffy prompted.
“Sixty-five thooousaand …” the Bot began before Spike
could even try to calculate that, her voice growing higher and wilder as she
went. “… Five-hunnnndred aand … thiiiirty … siiiiixxx!”
Spike gasped as the Bot’s nails dug into his thighs
and she held him to her with arms and legs, her whole body shuddering beneath
him. Spike struggled for unneeded breath and panted, “Sixty-five thousand, five
hundred and thirty-six times …”
Buffy laughed, patted Spike on the top of the head
like a good dog, and jumped up off the bed, running quickly to their ‘goody’
drawer.
When she got back a moment later, Spike had slowed his
thrusts back to a steady, easy rhythm and no longer seemed to be calculating
impossible math problems in order to keep himself under control. Buffy hid what
she’d retrieved beneath a tangled bit of sheet on the corner of the bed and
climbed back onto the bed with her lovers. She lay down next to the Bot on her
side facing the pair. Her hand, apparently drawn magnetically to Spike’s
rippling back, began tracing idle patterns on his skin.
“Did he make you cum good?” Buffy asked the Bot.
“Yes. Spike is an excellent lover. He is the best in
the entire world, perhaps the universe. He knows the exact friction, angle,
torque, and magnitude of pressure necessary to stimulate every pleasure receptor
perfectly.”
“He does, doesn’t he?” Buffy asked slyly, giving Spike
a wicked smile.
“He is even now recharging my sensory preceptors back
to maximum capacity, readying them for an additional, equally profuse overload
of tactile sensation. I am awaiting it with eager anticipation.”
“Ya know, it’s hard t’ keep the mood when you bints
are yammerin’ away like I’m not even ‘ere. Sound like bloody hormone-bombs at a
sleepover,” Spike complained, dropping down onto his elbows above the Bot, but
continuing to rock his hips against her gently.
“Oh, poor baby,” Buffy mocked, sticking her bottom lip
out in a pout. “Does our Spikey need some … attention?”
“Wouldn’t say 'no' to some talk ‘bout something other
than ‘receptors’ and ‘torque’,” Spike growled back.
Buffy looked back at the Bot. “Are you ready to have
your sensors overloaded?”
“Yes, please.”
“How ‘bout you?” Buffy asked, turning her head to look
up at Spike. “Is the World’s Greatest Lover ready for some … overloading?”
“Was ready before when some nutter made me do bloody
impossible math equations,” Spike informed her dourly.
Buffy bit her bottom lip in a sly grin and sat up
slowly. She moved down the bed again toward the foot where she’d hidden her toy,
the whole while running her hands gently over the muscles of Spike’s undulating
back. Watching him was, she thought, art and poetry and music all rolled into
one.
If someone could capture the beauty of the way his
body looked, the way it moved, the way his muscles flowed and bulged, the way
his growling groan felt against your skin, the way he could make you shiver with
his touch, and burn with his gaze, it would be something on the level of the Sistine
Chapel, or Michelangelo’s David, or a symphony
by Beethoven, or an Emily Dickinson poem. It would be a classic masterpiece.
Buffy sighed wistfully and dropped a soft kiss on each
of his dimples of Venus, then slipped back into her Mistress Pandora persona and
retrieved her surprise. Buffy touched the vibrator to Spike’s tight balls and
clicked the little remote control device to the first setting. The vibrating
butt-plug came to life with a low hum and Spike’s hips jerked wildly in
response. His cock slipped out of BuffyBot’s tight channel, and flailed wildly
against her wet folds as the thrums of vibration from the toy shot through his
groin.
“Bloody hell, woman!” he growled as he brought his
body back under some semblance of control. “Little warning next time!”
Buffy ignored him as she slid the vibrator forward,
touching the tip of it against the base of his cock, then clicked the remote up
to the next level. Spike’s hips jerked again and he moaned as waves of brilliant
sensation washed over his cock, through his balls, and into the pit of his
stomach.
“Gonna … have t’ start … the math … again … if ya keep
… that up,” Spike warned her through gasps of bliss.
Buffy pulled the vibrator away and set it down on the
bed. “Bury yourself in her pussy, vampire, then stop moving,” Buffy ordered in
her Mistress voice.
Spike used one hand to guide himself back into
BuffyBot. When their hips met, he stopped, as instructed.
Buffy squeezed out some of the strawberry-flavored
lube onto her fingers and began sliding them up and down Spike’s butt crack.
“Unclench,” she ordered him.
“Unclench what?” Spike shot back.
“Your tight ass.”
“What the bloody hell do ya think you’re gonna do with
my tight ass?”
Buffy smacked one ass cheek with the flat of her hand.
“Anything I want, vampire.”
Spike growled but lowered himself back to his elbows,
resting his body against BuffyBot, and forced himself to relax the muscles of
his back and butt.
“Ever been fucked in the ass, vampire?” Mistress
Pandora wondered licentiously.
“Don’t answer that!” Buffy blurted out quickly when
Spike took in a breath to answer her. “Rhetorical … I sooo do not want to know.”
“Do not feel bad, Spike,” the Bot interjected. “I
cannot decipher her rhetoric from actual inquiries either.”
Spike chuckled and dropped his head to the Bot’s
shoulder, allowing his body to relax more. “A bloody jewel, you are, pet,” he
told the Bot, kissing her shoulder gently.
When Buffy’s well-lubed finger pressed into Spike’s
ass he gasped and tightened around her. “Unclench,” she ordered him again. “Let
me in.”
“Tryin’,” he ground out through equally clenched
teeth.
“Not as easy as it sounds, is it?” Buffy tossed back,
remembering how often he’d told her the same thing when the shoe had been on the
other foot … or the finger up the other ass.
Spike moaned as Buffy’s finger began gently working
the lube into him. Goose-flesh raced over his body from the sensation, something
he hadn’t felt in a good many years – the finger bit, not the goose-flesh. Of
course, neither Dru nor Angelus had bothered to use lube … this felt infinitely
better.
His cock jumped and pulsed inside the Bot with each
thrust and twist of Buffy’s finger inside him. BuffyBot moaned her approval of
the relatively small, but powerful movement deep inside her, shifting her hips
under him in a gentle grinding motion.
“Feel good?” the Mistress wondered, as she slid her
finger in and out of him now in an easy, wet rhythm.
“God yes…” Spike groaned, his body shivered down to
his very core as she fucked him, a sweet, gentle seduction. He thought every
organ inside his body was trembling, every cell, every molecule buzzed with
anticipation.
Buffy slid her finger out and in the next moment the
butt plug, still vibrating, was pressing against his puckered hole. Spike’s head
snapped back and his back arched in response to the waves of pleasure washing
over and through him.
“Unclench,” Buffy said again, a gentle request this
time, as she pressed harder on the small-ish vibrator.
Spike’s breathing became more labored as he forced his
body to do what it didn’t want to. “Not gonna … be a marathon man … with that,”
he ground out as Buffy seated it inside him.
“You better last long enough to produce a ‘profuse
overload of tactile sensation’ in my partner, vampire,” the Mistress warned. “Or
you will be very, very dusty.”
The moment he felt the plug seated inside him, Spike
stopped fighting the sensations and reflexes it was producing in him. His demon
roared with primal need as the vibrations the toy was creating flooded through
him. He could feel it not just in his ass, but in his perineum, balls, and all
the way down his cock. Spike lost control of the demon and of himself. He
pulled the Bot’s legs from around his waist and pushed them up and out in a
swift, violent motion, then he was slamming into her, his demon snarling and
grunting with the effort.
“Oh Spike! Take me! Yes! I’m yours! All yours! Bite
me, Spike! Drain me! Take all of me!” the Bot screamed at him.
Buffy watched the savage power of the demon ravage her
twin and was once again reminded of a panther. A force of nature. Beautifully
wild. Primal. Her body tingled with desire; she longed to be beneath that
powerful animal – taking all he had to give.
Buffy picked up the double penetration vibrator Spike
had used on them earlier which was still on the bed. She lay on her side next to
the snarling demon and lifted her top leg. She quickly lubed up her ass, just as
she’d done Spike’s, clicked the toy to its highest setting, and pressed the
vibrator into her aching holes. Buffy screamed out as it hit home, sating the
aching need inside her.
Her hand matched Spike’s wild rhythm as he fucked
BuffyBot. She pounded against her pussy and ass with the humming vibrator as
Spike pounded into her twin, all three of them desperate for release. The sight
and sound of the two blondes as they brought each other closer to climax drove
Buffy wild, her own blissful release building along with theirs.
And then it hit all three of them almost as one.
BuffyBot began chanting, “Buffer overflow! Spike … yes! Buffer … overflow!” It
was all Spike needed to hear, he’d held his own release until it had become
painful. His leonine roar filled the room as he thrust in wild bursts of power
into the Bot, spilling his seed into her with a barrage of rapturous explosions.
Buffy’s scream of blissful fulfillment came a moment
later with a final thrust of the vibrator into her. Her body shuddered and
tensed around the toy, her pussy clenching, pulling it in to her core.
Long moments later, the roars and screams faded and
the room was filled with the gasping lovers’ wheezing breaths and the soft buzz
of vibrators. Buffy flopped onto her back limply and pulled the toy from her
sopping holes. Still panting for air, she fumbled for the remote that controlled
the butt plug and clicked it off, drawing a spent moan from Spike. She pushed
herself up and slowly pulled the vibrator from his ass, twisting slightly as she
did.
“Fuck…” was the weak – though reverent – murmured
response from Spike, his face buried against the Bot’s neck, his depleted body a
boneless glob of muscle atop her. The Bot lay beneath him, apparently still lost
in the afterglow of the sensory overload. Spike had released his lover’s legs
and they were splayed limply on the bed on either side of the demon atop her.
Since Buffy was already half-way up, she took the two
vibrators into the bathroom and dropped them in the sink. While she was there
she cleaned the strawberry lube out of the crack of her ass and off her hands,
although she left the spendings between her pussy lips. That well-earned squishy
feeling was somehow comforting or … something equally demented.
When she came back to the bedroom, Spike had lifted up
onto his elbows, his body still pressed against his lover’s. He was showering
soft, sweet kisses over BuffyBot’s face. Buffy could hear his rumbled whispers,
but couldn’t make out the words he was saying to her between kisses. The Bot had
wrapped her arms around his neck and was holding him to her in a gentle, loving
embrace.
Buffy stood behind them at the foot of the bed and she
felt hot tears sting her eyes. This is what she’d wanted – for Spike to know it
was alright to love the Bot – but seeing it made her feel … alone. Very, very
lonely and alone. She turned away and headed back to the bathroom, suddenly
feeling like an intruder. Somehow that seemed like too personal a moment to
infringe upon.
In the bathroom, Buffy splashed some cool water on her
face and tried to calm her tangled thoughts and emotions. She leaned on the
counter heavily and looked at herself in the large mirror. She turned sideways and
tried to imagine what she’d looked like in a few months with Spike’s baby
growing inside her. Buffy ran her hand over her flat abdomen trying to imagine
the embryo there – the child that Spike didn’t want.
What she told him tonight was true, she did love him.
It was almost prophetic – perhaps preordained – for her life: she could always
find a way to drive the men she loved away. She remembered too clearly how Angel
had talked to her after the night when she’d given him everything. She hadn’t
realized it was Angelus at the time, in her heart it would always feel like
Angel, the vamp that she loved, saying those hurtful, stabbing words to her –
telling her she wasn’t any good. And later Riley confirmed her first lover’s
assertion, turning to vamp whores, leaving her, telling her that she wasn’t
giving him what he needed – telling her that her best wasn’t good enough. She
didn’t even want to think about Parker … at least she hadn’t actually been in
love with him.
Buffy leaned her hands on the countertop and let her
head fall forward. She wouldn’t be able to bear it if Spike told her the same
thing, if he hated her, resented her, for what she’d done, how she’d used him.
She wouldn’t be able to handle seeing disgust and disdain for her in those
expressive blue eyes. She’d seen many emotions pass through those azure depths
over the years, but true disgust, hatred, or revulsion for her had never been
there, not even when he wanted to kill her. She’d rather remember the smoldering
lust in them, the lecherous stares, the adoration, the pride, the respect … the
love.
Her time was running short; she’d need to leave soon …
very, very soon. That had been the point of this little twisted tableau, after all.
“Buffy, luv … you alright, pet?” Spike called from the
other room.
Buffy cleared her throat. “Yeah – fine,” she called
back, wiping hurriedly at her tear-stained cheeks. “Just … getting a drink of
water.”
Buffy splashed her face again and washed away her
tears. She’d need to leave soon, but that wasn’t tonight. She looked at the
small, pebbled window in the bathroom – the sun was well up in the eastern sky.
“Or today,” she amended, softly.
She took a deep, calming breath and let it out, then headed
back to the bedroom. Spike was lying on his back with the Bot curled against one
side, his arm wrapped around her shoulders. He held his other arm out in
invitation and Buffy crawled in next to him.
Spike dropped a kiss on the top of her head as she
snuggled against him, draping one leg over his and resting one arm across his
hard abs. They quivered under her touch from the exertion of the night.
“Love you, Buffy,” Spike murmured to her, his voice
weary but utterly contented. “With all my heart. Never known anyone like you,
pet.”
Buffy lifted her face up to his and gave him a small
smile to cover the sadness that shrouded her heart. “I love you too, Spike.”
Spike’s heart swelled and soared again as angel wings
beat a gleeful rhythm in his chest. Thrice! She’d said it three times now! He’d
never grow tired of hearing those words cross her sweet lips. He brushed a soft
kiss against those swollen lips and tugged her tighter to his side. Within
moments the spent lovers were asleep, lost in peaceful dreams, far removed from
the reality that lurked in the shadows of tomorrow.
**~**
Scream, Usher
Usher, baby
Yeah, we did it again
And this time I’mma make you scream
USHER! Yeah, man…
I see you over there, so hypnotic
Thinking ’bout what I do to that body
I get you like ooh baby baby
Ooh baby baby, ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby baby
Got no drink in my hand
But I’m wasted
Getting drunk of the thought of you naked
I get you like ooh baby baby
Ooh baby baby, ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby baby
And I ain’t trying to fight it, to fight it
But you’re so magnetic, magnetic
Got one life, just live it, just live it
Now relax, sing it on your back
If you wanna scream, yeah
Let me know and I’ll take you there
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna turn right
Hope you’re ready to go all night
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna scream
Yeah, come on
Kill the lights, shut ‘em off
You’re electric
Devil eyes telling me come and get it
I have you like ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby baby
Girl tonight you’re the prey
I’m the hunter
Take you here, take you there
Take you wonder
Imagine me whispering in your ear
Then I wanna, take off your clothes and put something on ya
And I ain’t trying to fight it, to fight it
But you’re so magnetic, magnetic
Got one life, just live it, just live it
Now relax, sing it on your back
If you wanna scream, yeah
Let me know and I’ll take you there
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna turn right
Hope you’re ready to go all night
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna scream
Out, louder, scream louder
Louder, louder, louder
Hey, tonight I scream, I’m on need
[Beat break]
If you wanna scream, yeah
Let me know and I’ll take you there
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna turn right
Hope you’re ready to go all night
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna scream
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